Hello friend,
it is awesome to be here after such a long time away. truthfully i have been writing to you but i just havent been posting it live on here. if you go back to my long winded last post you can see what kind of a head space i was in, and it was tough for me. although alot has happened since then, that has pretty much got me feeling like i am back to my barest basic self. physical and mental illness will do that to you.
i feel as though at this point i can choose where i want to go, both within my own personal growth, as well as my growth with the outside world. like now i am back to being the closest to my centre self than i have been in a very long time, and i have the energy to be able to actually achieve things now.
having been stuck in a fear mindset for so long, it feels quite freeing.
it was a pretty big leap for me to actually be confident enough to show my vulnerabilities to be able to get the right help that i needed. and i now feel as though i have a stable enough personal base to rebuild myself from.
so with one of my hardest years behind me, i am so ready to get into my year of living my best life, growing my best self, raising my vibes and getting myself out into the world! (or as much as my introverted self wants to!)
the universe gives back what you put out, and i intend to give it everything ive got. lets make this year amazing.
Sweet dreams xx
Courtney
